Don't slip away
Maybe I am in too deep, but I don't care
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
♥ I'll keep the memories-
Keep it in my mind, my heart & right here.
F&A
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HendricksJEANNE
Behind every silver lining;
There lies a cloud.
Thursday, November 29, 2007
It's just textbook stuff.
Tuesday was SENTOSA day. :D Sentosa day was spent playing in the sand and sea. After that, the four of us had a 'romantic' dinner on the wet grass, haha! My dinner consisted of two packets of sushi and fries. In the end, I only ate one packet & half of the fries, haha! The other half went to Lin. Then watched some Australian(?) dancers & this hot gymnast/dancer guy. :D After that, I headed home & saw HERSHEYYYY, :D She got too excited & pee-ed -.- But all if well, she was super manja, as usual.
Wednesday, met BFF in town, walked for about six hours straight. I couldn't walk for the rest of the day, dies. I have never walked until my feet hurt this bad before, haha! Had sushi for breakfast/lunch/dinner again. I really really suck. Haha.
Today stayed HOME. :D Relaxed and relaxed even moreeeee. Tomorrow, job hunting? Haha. I swear my plan will be ruined again.
There's no wonder why
;11:42 PM
Logic could never convince my heart.
Monday, November 26, 2007
Do you really want to live forever?
Sunday:
Went for mass, as per normal. After that, had tomyambanmian @ Bukit Merah, I didn't really like it. It wasn't the type I liked. This was the sour/spicy type. I like the PS one the best, (: Then met Cheng @ GWC. Job hunted & got two application forms. But I don't think I'll be taking those jobs. Then we watched Beowulf. It reminds me of LOTR, the monsters/demons. It's scary/entertaining. There's alot of crude humor, but its really a cool show. The CGI effects are amazing. They really look like real people. Literally REAL. Even when there's water drippping from their hair etc. It looks so real you begin to doubt its CGI effects. Love the effects the most. :D
Today:
HERSHEY came overrrrr. :D She mas manja man. She would stop jumping/clinging onto my leg so that I would carry her. She pee-ed and poop-ed all over & when she gets scolded she looks really cute, sadistic? No. Haha. She has the really pitiful face when she's scolded you know? & she'll go to the person who's not scolding her. Haha. Okay, so basically I played with her the whole day. I'm tired.
Tomorrow:
SENTOSA, TANNNNNNNNNNNN!! :D Fair be gone.
Lasers & paintball guns.
There's no wonder why
;10:53 PM
Logic could never convince my heart.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Inside, it drives me crazy.
Friday was SHOPPING day. :D Got clothes + shoes for brother's wedding. Like, golden. How cool is that? Haha. I love the golden shoes to the max, :D You can't get cooler than golden shoes. Haha, I feel so oldie goldie. Pardon the pun. I'm slightly high now.
Today I got a new phone, its a business phone & I have no idea why I got it. So uh, metallic pink sucks? HAHAHA. They said the brown sucked more, oh well. I am finding for themes. Themes, themes, where art thou themes? & I'm still waiting for my brother to come home to install the set-up box so I can watch football tonight, if he doesn't come home in time, I'll be sooooo depressed. Seriously.
I should stop killing my phone battery & listen to the songs on the computer, no? Haha. I feel like such a retarded person. By the way, I don't like Chinatown very much, :X SOMEONE PLEASE FIX THE BOX-SHIT FOR ME. Pouts(Like that's so going to work).
I should stop spending money. (x23476523)
There's no wonder why
;9:07 PM
Logic could never convince my heart.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Shadow of the day

I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.
Slacked the entire past two days. Eating ALOT & sleeping even more. Read books, had a sims2 marathon playing session today. Hershey didn't come, she went to the vet, ): I'm waiting for her to come, so I won't feel so lonely? Haha. Which reminds me, I need to get a job. Or so I say/procrastinate. AMERICANS, HAPPY THANKSGIVING. Especially to RockSlightly. :D
Nutnut, we need to get a job together & do lots of catching up. (: I haven't really spoken to you since Prom. & the last thing I said was something like "Eh!". So much for proper conversation. My bad, job job job. I need to focus on getting one, maybe I'll check out the palce tomorrow(?).
I think I can be the most biased bitch in the world at times. If I talk to many different people instead of sticking to one person, I have my reasons. One, I don't believe in CLIQUES. Because they make no sense, half of them aren't even actual friends. They just put on a farce and pretned to be, how amusing. I applaude thee. Two, sticking to one person is stupid, I do it sometimes, but it's just plain stupid. They're going to find someone else/ die someday. So, you my as weel be independant. Pffts. I have no idea where there came from.
Maybe it's because England are out of EURO08, stupid players. The game was pretty much crap. I believe Beckham had what it took to play from the start. & why isn't Carrick ever there? I wonder what went on in that tiny brain of his. Personally, I would choose Mourhino to replace McClaren. Too bad Rooney couldn't play & Lampard should die. Lol. EVERYTHING ABOVE; THE RECKLESS BANTER, IT'S ALL PART OF ME VENTING MY IRRITATION, THANKS.
Three words, I miss you
Alot? Probably.
Who do I actually miss?
I don't know.
There's no wonder why
;9:34 PM
Logic could never convince my heart.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
I've taken a liking to your habits.

The paper cuts, the cheating lovers
The coffee's never strong enough
I know you think it's more than just bad luck
I'm back from camp. I think I will slowly start using this account again. (: I've been neglecting it for a long time, sparsely updating and even the updates were crap. I do apologize. But yeah, I guess I shouldn't just completely disregard this just over whatever occured in my life. I can only vaguely remember why I stopped updating here, but I can't remember why. Now since I'm going to be staying at home for a long time, I shall just update, no? I just want to go to Sentosa again. The peeling has subsided. It started during camp, it looked kinda gross? Haha.
Sleeping pills, no sleeping dogs lie never far enough away
Glistening in the cold sweat of guilt
I've watched you slowly winding down for years
You can't keep on like this, now's a better time as any
I've taken a liking to the piano version of Cruelty Brought Thee Orchids. Its kinda calming, for me. People just find its like someone banging on the piano. Well, it came from a screamo song, but I'm actually really intregued by the piano version, its really good & almost impossible to master. I wonder how long the person took to master it. It's amazing as far as I can tell. OUT OF THIS WORLD EXTRAODINARY. I love it.
There, there baby, it's just textbook stuff
It's in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, don't kill yourself
Because none of us were angels and you know I love you
Lets just say today was spent sleeping and I didn't go out in the end, sorry for being such a party pooper. I know you people wanted a sleepover & everything. But I was/am seriously tired. Sorry. Well, I doubt we'll all ever be free at the same time again this holidays & we're all going to go our seperate ways. ): Which reminds me, Marcella left on Saturday. I'm so bummed I was unable to send her off. I hope she comes back before heading for Australia. And I hope I'll be there to see her for one last time. MARMAR1 ♥ MARMAR2.
It's ok by me,
It was a long time ago

I realised since I abandoned this, a whole chunk of my life in detail has gone missing. Even in my other accounts of online journals are barely updated. Well, updated but not in much detail. Okay, I contemplate too much, I should learn to let go. But I don't want to become those who can go from one to another in a matter of days. What kind of game do they play? I'd rather have Russian Roulette.
There's no wonder why
;4:33 PM
Logic could never convince my heart.
Friday, November 16, 2007
Don't nobody know?

So school is officially over, I'll only go back one more time. Then I'll never see it as it is anymore. I am still sunburnt from 13th Nov. Haha, haven't started peeling yet though. I swear RockSlightly is the epitome of love, ♥ times a gazillion times. (: Alright, I am exaggerating. I cannot wait for next next(?) week. I'll be getting DARKER again. Yay for membership cards, yet another LUGE/SKYRIDE. Which reminds me, I have yet to confirm with yet another person. I wanna go on the LUGE again. This time FAST & FURIOUS. We'll overtake everybody & this time no one crashes, no one can be slow. & we shall scream again, all the way up to the top.
Camp starts in less than three hours, ): I really want to stay home and play FACEBOOK & MYSPACE BUT NO, I HAVE CAMP. I just don't want to miss RockSlightly being online/replying. Oh well, I shall enjoy myself. No regrets, no regrets. I better start packing. I cannot wait for next next(?) week to come. Which reminds me, we still have to go somewhere else. I want to eat the Chicken thing from delifrance again, it was amazing.
That below, applies to you, without ♥ intended. But it's not like I'm waiting anyway.
Great tenacity.
There's no wonder why
;3:25 PM
Logic could never convince my heart.
Friday, November 02, 2007
Whisper of angels.
For I may be on rocky ground, but at least its stable.

I give you this one thought to keep-
I am with you still - I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not think of me as gone-
I am with you still - in each new dawn.
Remember me when I'm gone.
There's no wonder why
;2:23 PM
Logic could never convince my heart.
Rant,rant.